Fall Back...

Slacker that I am...lazy to a fault...I'm back.

Updates...
- Still no boy but what else is new. Someone asked me about that this weekend...how pathetic huh? To have to say no...and no propects either. Then my friends were also talking about how long since having sex...2 wks, 2 mos, 2 yrs? I don't even want to mention mine but it is more than that...pathetic!
- Brother broke up with his fiance adding drama to my and my family's lives since the ex is very dramatic. But she had been apart of our lives for...4 years or so...do you just cut her off even though she was incredibly stupid and was the one who broke his heart? What is the Christian thing to do???
- Got a promotion but nobody but me seems to care. Even my friends in SA seem to think it is no big deal. Although...in fairness...they all left the place I work because they were unhappy with management and didn't see promotion potential. Am I lucky or stupid for sticking around? I was excited...even if I am working for some people I don't really like. Make the most of it, right? At least I'm getting paid...
- Mom is still recovering from surgery...waiting for to reach normal again. Not that she is incompacitated or anything. Just a little needy. And I hate thinking only of myself when she is in pain...
- Holidays are coming and that means lots of spending. I wish it would just be fun time...like it was intended to be. Everytime I think...I'll just tell everyone "no presents...just love" I know that they won't like it. Not that they are all selfish or materialistic but nobody likes to do Christmas without presents. Well maybe just me...
- Studying for a certification when I haven't studied for anything in over 7 years. I don't have any discipline even though I am interested in the subject. What else can you do? How do you continue to do something you don't want to do and don't really have to do, but that is good for you???

I started to break-out around my jaw line and I know that it is from stress. And my "friend" says..."What do you have to be stressed about?" I guess I don't...I guess I can just suck it all up and pretend everything will work out...silly me...